Saturday, January 24, 2009

Failure

So, it has been officially a zillion years since I have posted. "That is impossible", you may say, but I feel like it has been. Life got a little crazy (as usual) and so my blogging got placed on the back-burner. Oh, well. What do you expect from me anyway?

I do not even know what to say now. I have not really been inspired to blog anything consequential as of late, so I guess I shall blabber on and hope something understandable forms out of these words.

It has struck me how quickly life changes. The old saying goes, "If you want to make God laugh, make plans". It is true. Dominick and I were set on getting married in May of 2010. The date has now officially been moved up to October 24, 2009. I once told myself I would only be married in the Spring. I am most definitely going to be hitched in the Fall. I am not complaining, I just find it amusing that what I once thought was never going to change has.

Other plans that have changed. Well, as of now further education has been put on hold. Getting married in the fall, yeah, no way I can do school and work full time. Dominick has just discovered that his education is going to be pretty expensive. Can't afford me going to school as well. Ah, what are you going to do?

Even if I do go back to school, it won't be for Secondary Education. I no longer have the desire to go to work and come home with more work. I want to be able to go to a job and leave work at work. I don't know if this is actually possible, but I am hoping in my naivete.

Well, life will continue bringing its surprises. And I will continue to go with the flow. What can you do? Nothing. And I am ok with that. I know that my Savior knows exactly where my life will go and that is a comfort to me. Well, I will try my hardest to keep this blog updated. Don't count on it or anything becuase you will, without a doubt, be met with grave and utter disappointment. I am a failure at blogging...

1 comment:

Becca Joy said...

You're no failure, my love. You're just busy.

I know what you mean with "leaving work at work." It doesn't seem at all possible anymore, but I hope ever so dearly that it can be.

I'm actually very sorry that you won't be able to finish school... yet, anyway. I just don't want you to settle for that. I don't know if you have a desire to finish or not, but if money is the issue I'd advise you to finish anyway. My mom told me today that it's better to trust in the Lord that he will provide the money to pay it off when you're done. Most people who take a break from college don't go back and finish. I just don't want you to regret that choice. So, pray about it. I know that if God puts it on your heart to finish, he will provide.